What The Fuck Is It All About?

It's a quiet week here in Lake ...
Up to page eleven on my novel, chapter five. I've bought the new Strange Fruit Project album

SFP ~ Waco's Best Kept Secret Weapon To Expand Hip Hop's Ability To Reach The Masses

, THE HEALING, which has guest spots by Erykah Badu and Thesis, with guest producing from 9th Wonder of LBP

So Nice I Put Them In Twice!

~ some people don't understand my connection with hip hop. I've been chillin in the apartment, watching CSI : NY and getting ready to call it an early night [[my back has been seriously FUCKED as of late, and I'm pretty concerned. Even though I have insurance, what INSURANCE to me will it be if I have to chunk out some serious change to get my Sacro Illiac restraightened?]] This blog is about dreams? Particularly,
THE AMERICAN DREAM
Is it worth it? Why not just accept what you get dealt with in life and settle for average? I can seriously think of debating pros and cons of that question, but rather than go into in IN DEPTH, I will turn my examples of it over to this simple thought : THERE IS NO TRUE IMMORTALITY> When your gone, your thoughts, idea, possible creative vision and imagination are put back into the cosmos to be part of the great tapestry and that's it [[WHAT'S DONE IS DONE]]. But to quote some guy 10,000 years from now, don't necessarily make that fucker IMMORTAL. I would rather be ILLMORTAL, infectious with deep thought and rebellious attitude that inflicts positive questioning of dated and old rules, questioning if they are still relevant as the times change. If they are, cool. If not, change them.
Then again, I could have as equal an amount of fallacy as the next human. I don't know. I'm not Obi Won, Yoda or the Dali Lama. I just am a man of deep thoughts that isn't afraid to dip more than a toe in the pool and dive headfirst. I figure that risktakers are the newbies, till they get so used to the normal micromanaging of suspending and circumventing the whole reason they got there in the first place, that they forgot the reason they got there in the first place. It's okay to keep your mind focused. Discipline is more than just nothing. It is needed.
My mind turns to the dark recesses of cool oasis that is the WRITTEN WORD> Burroughs, Fight Club and the magazine MEAN and Synthesis [who have a kickass website for listening on new bands] I am retouching back to luckstones that have given me rebirth, a phoenix made from dinosaur bones and aligned, covered in steel, bulletproof Kevlar and wicked sense of satire. My latest thoughts turn to the turds of industry that make me want to remove ENTERTAINMENT from my Yahoo! website page : I DON'T GIVE A LITERAL FUCK THAT LANCE BASS CAME OUT OF THE CLOSET, THAT LINDSEY LOHAN EXPOSED HER ASS OR THAT PAM ANDERSON PROMOTES PATE. When the fuck are we going to move past getting so caught up in the trivial that we can't move on and get to the 9th level. The third eye ain't blind, Bill, it's fucking asleep. We have allowed the shit to become the source and sipping from the stained river is making us deaf, dumb and blind. The revolution doesn't even fucking exist anymore, because without proper PRODUCT PLACEMENT SPONSORSHIP, noone really givea a fuck. Lollapalooza only playin' in ChiTown? Who the fuck cares? Not like you can grow trees from weeds, with the burning sun blaring ultraviolet rays through chemical breakdown and acid rain coming infrequently because the oceans are depreciating in human value. Fuck. I am just so pissed at why the humanity in human is slowly turning sour. It's like a fucking disease or more correctly, like a poison that can never be cured, manmade like AIDS (supposedly) but made over tens of thousands of years and reverting us back to grunting, posturing and ripping souls from flesh. Fuck.

Fuck this shit.

Remember. Immorality is an illusion derived by Corporate and Socialogical bullshit.


dr phibes